Hello,

I'm really, truly sorry for abandoning this blog for so long and spamming it with a lot of casual things which have no place here. :( I really feel horrible about it.

So, first of all: there're some changes in plans. Because of some personal matters I decided to quit making my D.Gray-man doujinshi for a while. Instead of it I picked something which is quite similar to my current... well, "situation": Hans Christian Andersen's The Little Mermaid (人魚姫). I'm not following the Disney's, but the original plot. When I was a child, I watched the live action movie made from it. It kind of made me sad, because it followed the original plot, and as a child I obviously wanted a happy ending. I kept on murmuring "No, you stupid Prince! It's not your saviour! She's standing right behind you! That stupid Princess couldn't even swim!" Since I couldn't finish the artwork for it I promised on my other Hungarian blog yet, I'll continue it today with full power.

Thank goodness I got rid of it. Man, that site sucks major ass lately. Long live for Pixiv and SheezyArt!

I'm a bit calmer lately. Things have changed quite a lot. My job still consumes the most of my time, but it doesn't bother me. At all. Through it I got to know a lot of awesome people, learnt a lot of new and useful things and made quite some friends as well. I couldn't draw much lately though. What have I started sketching the first time after a long break? Caaar. x"D

Oh, well. Gotta go now.

Have fun.

I have a lot to tell, but... I don't think I'm able to do so, so I rather judge myself and my big mouth for a bit. I hope I didn't ruin anything with it. :S

Sorry that I was away for such a long time. A lot of things have happened - mainly bad as usual - lately and because of that I couldn't be up. I also was busy with organising our cosplay group. At least we finally know the date for when do we have to be ready. 145 days left, phew.

Anyway: here's the team's blog's link:

It's only in Hungarian.

So: *runs off to get ready for work*

Bye

Oh, there's not much, just being a nervous wreck again. The fact that I still can't work makes it a lot worse as well. Just staying at home and getting scared of every little noises or responses I'm getting from everywhere... Getting verbal and mental abuses from everywhere, people getting mad at me again - like it was something completely new. [/sarcasm] Somehow I'm kind of glad I left deviantArt. Some more less stressful places, less demanding people. I owe a big thanks to dA staff too for closing those groups finally. They gave me in the past days a lot more stress than within a year.

Poorly I couldn't continue any of my doujinshi in the past days. I wonder when can I finish them actually... Especially those two I really want to. I was also into organising our cosplay group for Hungarian MondoCon 2011 Autumn. I wonder how will it go. This is going to be the most difficult and biggest cp project in my whole life.